I’m going through some kind of transformation right now. I’m realizing things about myself -seeing patterns that I didn’t know were there. And I’m feeling so much more connected to the Universe than I have since Xander was born. I’m meditating almost every day. I’m dreaming again (I haven’t dreamed regularly since I was pregnant). It’s amazing.
But. But but but. But along with all of this transformation and realization has come challenges. Like last week’s writer’s block (which I still have, but I’m no longer torturing myself about it). Like this past weekend when a (well-meaning) friend made me feel small and judged and wrong and exactly the way I used to feel when I was a child…and I couldn’t break free of my pattern and stand up for myself.
Standing. It’s about Knowing who I am, Valuing who I am, stepping into my Power. I’m tired of apologizing and crawling and hiding. I’m sick of being quiet. So this week I stand. I trust myself. I stand.